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[25 Nov 2009|07:28pm] |
i hate thanksgiving.
i have always hated thanksgiving.
shit hits the fan around thanksgiving every year.
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[21 Nov 2009|11:31pm] |
the funeral was nice
dan looked "normal", the funeral people did a real nice job with his body
funeral rituals freak me out
the cancer moved so fast that it didnt have a lot of time to destroy his body, so he really looked like the dan i remember
i have this feeling that when i come home for student teaching that dana will find a way to say i am responcable for the house being this gross and nasty
im sure he will say i am the one who has to clean the 4-5 years of filth sense i left for college
it really does look like they havent cleaned it sense i moved out
what baffels me is how many times i was punished in high school for not cleaning the house when i was told to and not doing the dishes every night
now i come home for the first extended amount of time and there is rotten meat smell in the kitchen and the house looks like hell
and i am sure that dana could twist his way out of saying that it is not his fault
that none of the mess it his fault
that somehow its all mine and that i have to clean it up
i am going to have to find somewhere else to live for student teaching i know it
everyone, if you know anyone in boone who needs a place to live (perferably female) let them know i am looking for a sublease please
thanks loves
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[20 Nov 2009|09:56pm] |
bad things happen in threes
my mom hurt her shoulder and had to have surgery with a long recovery time
dana discovers he has cancer
and today i found out that my uncle who we found out had bone cancer a few months ago passed away
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[17 Nov 2009|09:28am] |
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spending a week in Asheville next week so happy.
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[14 Nov 2009|12:02pm] |
still sad about my step dad
i dont even like the man its just the whole ordeal is making me sad
very bad headache/hangover this morning
want to go to asheville but i cant keep spending the gas money for it
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[13 Nov 2009|08:08am] |
my step father has cancer.
we don't have health insurance.
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[05 Nov 2009|10:47am] |
this morning at the bus stop i picked up a woolly worm to look at it and it pooped all over my gloves so i put it back on the ground
this is the best way to tell how i feel about things right now
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[29 Oct 2009|09:22am] |
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its just a hop to the left...
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[27 Oct 2009|10:13am] |
every bodies doin the fish
yeah yeah yeah
every bodies doin the fish
yeah yeah
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[22 Oct 2009|10:16am] |
if what i think is happening
is happening
it better not be
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[14 Oct 2009|08:34am] |
i am proposing that we all do thanksgiving at my house this year.
what do we think?
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[12 Oct 2009|05:19pm] |
ok
so the court thing is finally worked out
everything is paid for and out of my hairs
might get to see evan on wednesday
which is good
hope i can
need to buy clay
making large ladies (28" ish) without faces
pictures soon to come
house is on tonight
eating a curry meal with leah and danna and ben(?)
i need to go to a good show with jumping and skanking and such
also
2 midterms tomorrow and wednesday that i have not studied for
neat
but dont care
got neat clothes from a new thrift store in boone behind mikes inland seafood
made lots of money at work the last two weekends
maybe things are looking up?
im glad this ticket thing is over
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[10 Oct 2009|09:25am] |
so i am very good at doing very stupid things
like reading traffic tickets wrong.
my court date was not today it was last friday
so i dont know if im screwed or not but we will know monday
i am such an idoit
and i wanna cry a lot
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[05 Oct 2009|09:14am] |
vivid and realistic dreams continue
today i am driving to greensboro to pick up world famous clay artist william (AKA bill) daley
i am slightly dressed up today, wearing new shirts and clean pants. sitting in espresso news
many things going on in life and i should talk about soon with someone or my head is going to blow up or ill just have a mental breakdown in the middle of a class
havent cried yet
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[28 Sep 2009|02:36pm] |
so had a dream about my bottom teeth falling out
i remember i just touched them and they fell out and it felt very real
finished all my paper work for student teaching today
which is good
gittery all morning because of low blood sugar
house is on tonight
first friday this weekend
according to www.auntyflo.com
www.auntyflo.com/a-z-dream-meanings/dream-teeth-falling-out.html
If you loose any teeth in your dream then this represents fear. This dream is a message to make sure that you are 100% healthy as it can signify some type of illness - go to the doctor and get yourself checked out if you feel unwell!
To dream of spitting out your teeth indicates some sort of sickness where a family member is likely to become ill for some time. If you find the teeth falling out into the palm of your hand this indicate that your plans and desires are going to be oppressed based on condition of illness.
If you find that more than two teeth fall out then you are likely to encounter a serious accident. Make sure that you always remember and check when you're reversing the car or that the road is clear when you walk across.
If you decide to pull your teeth out then this indicates that you are going to take some time to relax and recuperate from a stressful situation.
If you are experiencing a crisis in your waking life than the dream of losing teeth is quite common. The gaps that are featured in your mouth because of teeth which lost often indicate a sense of morals which have been lost due to a team or a group of people in work situation. Things are likely to shift for you in the near future. If you can't speak in your dream and you find that your voice is not the same then this indicates that you need to experience a lot more opportunities open to you in your life.
Teeth are also associated with an aggressive nature in life.
If you dream of touching your teeth then you have control over situations in your life. If you dream that your gums bleeding and you subsequently have a lot of blood then this indicates a loss of some type of argument. Another indication of bleeding gums is that you feel that there is a lack of support around you. If you are grinding your teeth in your dream then this determines or loss of honesty and integrity.
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[27 Sep 2009|02:42pm] |
today i will work on things
yes i will
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[26 Sep 2009|09:26am] |
had many dreams last night that i remember
which leads me to believe this is why i am so tired this morning
stupid football
cant park on campus
going to see ponyo today with the toub kids
still working out the new ideas for the ladies
have a great idea for the 2D wall element for the show
so thats good
will post picture idea when i take it
also work today at 5
and its raining
i am sad today again
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[25 Sep 2009|02:21pm] |
evan was here for almost a week and that was neat
mom had surgery and that was not neat, but it went well and now she is on all kinds of pain meds
lack of work ethic continues
mild loneliness and sadness continues
received letter from kristi with picture of hummingbird and cat on it
which was lovely
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[17 Sep 2009|10:24am] |
ALSO
i need some more music
so if anyone would be will in boone to let me burn some music from you computer
that would be neat
i have CD's
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