Remember all the simple things you know

blumixtape @ 2009-11-05T10:47:00

2009-11-05T15:48:56Z

this morning at the bus stop i picked up a woolly worm to look at it and it pooped all over my gloves so i put it back on the ground

this is the best way to tell how i feel about things right now

blumixtape @ 2009-10-29T09:22:00

2009-10-29T13:22:41Z

its just a hop to the left...

blumixtape @ 2009-10-27T10:13:00

2009-10-27T14:14:41Z

every bodies doin the fish
yeah yeah yeah
every bodies doin the fish
yeah yeah

blumixtape @ 2009-10-22T10:16:00

2009-10-22T14:16:44Z

if what i think is happening
is happening
it better not be

blumixtape @ 2009-10-14T08:34:00

2009-10-14T12:34:28Z

i am proposing that we all do thanksgiving at my house this year.
what do we think?

blumixtape @ 2009-10-12T17:19:00

2009-10-12T21:22:37Z

ok
so the court thing is finally worked out
everything is paid for and out of my hairs
might get to see evan on wednesday
which is good
hope i can
need to buy clay
making large ladies (28" ish) without faces
pictures soon to come
house is on tonight
eating a curry meal with leah and danna and ben(?)
i need to go to a good show with jumping and skanking and such
also
2 midterms tomorrow and wednesday that i have not studied for
neat
but dont care
got neat clothes from a new thrift store in boone behind mikes inland seafood
made lots of money at work the last two weekends

maybe things are looking up?
im glad this ticket thing is over

blumixtape @ 2009-10-10T09:25:00

2009-10-10T13:26:35Z

so i am very good at doing very stupid things
like reading traffic tickets wrong.
my court date was not today it was last friday
so i dont know if im screwed or not but we will know monday
i am such an idoit
and i wanna cry a lot

blumixtape @ 2009-10-05T09:14:00

2009-10-05T13:16:57Z

vivid and realistic dreams continue
today i am driving to greensboro to pick up world famous clay artist william (AKA bill) daley

i am slightly dressed up today, wearing new shirts and clean pants.

sitting in espresso news
many things going on in life and i should talk about soon with someone or my head is going to blow up or ill just have a mental breakdown in the middle of a class
havent cried yet

blumixtape @ 2009-09-28T14:36:00

2009-09-28T18:49:27Z

so had a dream about my bottom teeth falling out
i remember i just touched them and they fell out and it felt very real
finished all my paper work for student teaching today
which is good
gittery all morning because of low blood sugar
house is on tonight
first friday this weekend

according to www.auntyflo.com
www.auntyflo.com/a-z-dream-meanings/dream-teeth-falling-out.html
If you loose any teeth in your dream then this represents fear. This dream is a message to make sure that you are 100% healthy as it can signify some type of illness - go to the doctor and get yourself checked out if you feel unwell!

To dream of spitting out your teeth indicates some sort of sickness where a family member is likely to become ill for some time. If you find the teeth falling out into the palm of your hand this indicate that your plans and desires are going to be oppressed based on condition of illness.

If you find that more than two teeth fall out then you are likely to encounter a serious accident. Make sure that you always remember and check when you're reversing the car or that the road is clear when you walk across.

If you decide to pull your teeth out then this indicates that you are going to take some time to relax and recuperate from a stressful situation.

If you are experiencing a crisis in your waking life than the dream of losing teeth is quite common. The gaps that are featured in your mouth because of teeth which lost often indicate a sense of morals which have been lost due to a team or a group of people in work situation. Things are likely to shift for you in the near future. If you can't speak in your dream and you find that your voice is not the same then this indicates that you need to experience a lot more opportunities open to you in your life.

Teeth are also associated with an aggressive nature in life.

If you dream of touching your teeth then you have control over situations in your life. If you dream that your gums bleeding and you subsequently have a lot of blood then this indicates a loss of some type of argument. Another indication of bleeding gums is that you feel that there is a lack of support around you. If you are grinding your teeth in your dream then this determines or loss of honesty and integrity.

blumixtape @ 2009-09-27T14:42:00

2009-09-27T18:44:03Z

today i will work on things
yes i will

blumixtape @ 2009-09-26T09:26:00

2009-09-26T13:28:48Z

had many dreams last night that i remember
which leads me to believe this is why i am so tired this morning
stupid football
cant park on campus
going to see ponyo today with the toub kids
still working out the new ideas for the ladies
have a great idea for the 2D wall element for the show
so thats good
will post picture idea when i take it
also work today at 5
and its raining
i am sad today again

blumixtape @ 2009-09-25T14:21:00

2009-09-25T18:23:20Z

evan was here for almost a week and that was neat
mom had surgery and that was not neat, but it went well and now she is on all kinds of pain meds
lack of work ethic continues
mild loneliness and sadness continues
received letter from kristi with picture of hummingbird and cat on it
which was lovely

blumixtape @ 2009-09-17T10:24:00

2009-09-17T14:24:41Z

ALSO
i need some more music
so if anyone would be will in boone to let me burn some music from you computer
that would be neat
i have CD's

the people sang protest songs

2009-09-17T14:18:45Z

got my first ticket yesterday
for "running a stop sign"
and now I have to pay $300ish

blumixtape @ 2009-09-16T14:44:00

2009-09-16T18:44:22Z

stop!

hammer time

blumixtape @ 2009-08-29T15:29:00

2009-08-29T19:30:37Z

i am sad and bored and hungry
made no money at work

blumixtape @ 2009-08-26T21:14:00

2009-08-27T01:15:44Z

i smell like rotten potatoes and earth on my arms and i like it.
lots of writing to do
figured out skype
need to work on things

already thinking about stuff i am going to put into the wood kiln.
need plates and jars

miss evan
miss everyone

blumixtape @ 2009-08-25T10:44:00

2009-08-25T14:44:45Z

"She asks if I am ready to order. At first, I mistake the partial paralysis of her mouth as annoyance or disdain. I have no explanation why, but I assume it was a stroke that paralyzed the right side of her face.
As the thunderstorm outside grows in its fierceness, the shelter seaking motorists seated around me grow equally impatient for their food. The young waitress apologizes profusely, rushing about refilling their beverages, promising that it won’t be much longer. I can see a steady stream of people lining up at the front desk to check into the hotel, and I can see a steady stream of people lining up to be seated for dining. Caffeine is making my legs shake uncontrollably, I order a glass of the house red hoping it will help calm me down. I make short talk with the busboy as he hurridley clears and set places at the surrounding tables. I want to disassociate myself from the rest of the clientele, as I am in no hurry and do not want spit in my food.
Once served I eat my meal while listening to other people’s table conversations. My wine glass stained with lipstick that isn’t my color. The penmanship on the check I am eventually handed is impeccable. I don’t remember when but I have been to this hotel before."

found that on tom gables site

blumixtape @ 2009-08-01T22:19:00

2009-08-02T02:19:50Z

moving is stressful
long distance relationships (i am finding) can be stressful
because your used to being there then your not there with them

sleeping will help

leah's bed is very confortable

blumixtape @ 2009-06-29T20:02:00

2009-06-30T00:08:55Z

my car was broken into sunday night while evan and i were at a play in monford.
they stole my wallet and bookmaking bag and ipod

got back my wallet (no $$, but had ID's)
got my bookbinding book without papers and leathers but I got my tools

no ipod
and the window is going to cost about $180

i hate this
ive spent about $800 on car repair in less than 2 months

this isnt fair
i dont make enough money for this
i owe my parents $780
im going to get a second job after the beach
and if i cant make enough there, ill get a third
wouldnt be the first time i had 3 jobs

how the hell is this fair?

blumixtape @ 2009-06-14T01:14:00

2009-06-14T05:15:01Z

saw blood diamond and im trying not to judge those who like diamond.
even though they should think about all the people who most likely died for their pretty little ring

blumixtape @ 2009-06-09T16:45:00

2009-06-09T20:45:41Z

so first the horrible news this morning
and now (in no where near as bad news) my car wont start

this has been the worst week ever.

blumixtape @ 2009-06-09T08:06:00

2009-06-09T12:06:51Z

guys lisa's mom passed away
keep her and her family in your thoughts

blumixtape @ 2009-06-03T08:36:00

2009-06-03T12:43:47Z

so here we are Wednesday of the second week of summer school.
4 1/2 weeks left

after summer school is over i'll hopefully be working more
if they keep giving bad shifts i'm going to look for a second job for 2 months
that would be good
i need to make lots of money this summer so i can live successfully next year
gotta pay rent today

i also really really really want to play in the clay

blumixtape @ 2009-05-10T00:00:00

2009-05-10T04:02:47Z

im sick of having no money
im sick of never getting ahead while i work my ass off
im sick of not knowing if im happy or if im just telling myself im happy where i am
i want to go somewhere
or at least take a break away from boone and north carolina
and be somewhere where no one can find me for awhile
and get the fuck away from everything